Brokeback mountain

This is the greatest movie of Ang Lee I ever watched. So touched by the true feelings between Ernest & Jack. In spite that each had his own family, they couldn't forget that year in brokeback mountain. Their love was also trapped there tragically by the cage of moral code, couldn't go any further. Jack was very brave and loyal to his love. Even he found sexual console in Mexico, he couldn't stop the killing pain of thinking about Ernest. After brokeback mountain, it seemed that it never occured to Ernest's mind again. But when he got Jack's postcard, he couldn't hide the ecstacy of seeing him again. A bounced postcard ended whole things. But it's the start for Ernest to live his life together with Jack in his heart.
The way Ang Lee expressed this deep affections is very delicate. I am sure the audience are moved by the scene that Ernest found his missing shirt in Jack's closet. At the moment separating with each other under the brokeback mountain, Jack had dicied to keep this memory forever instead of thinking it's just another crazy affaire in his life. Ernest was thinking about Jack in his silent way, the way he made love with Emma. Emma was a sad and miserable wife when she found husband's true love is with a man. She was kind and tolerate enough to disclosure nothing.
We are so scared of being different so that we refuse and deny different people and acts. Do we really have rights to judge people in terms of our own value? I had a sudden thought to tell you how moved I was after watching the film. And I really hope you will have a happy life, you must have it.

Fauteuils d'orchestre

It's a movie about peopel and culture life in Paris. Most of us have a dream and feel difficult to realize it. If we approach our dreams in an unexpected way, we can come colser to our dream. Unfortunately I don't have a dream. I was shocked and dumb when Emmanuel asked me what my dream is. Good question, coz I never think about it. This movie is quite touching and optimistic.

The old man said: All the days you left are those past. It's sad but it's true for old people. When people are getting older, they just realize they have to grab and enjoy the moment.

I've been silent

I've been speechless to myself. My last article was almost one and half a year ago. I found myself harldy writing down anything.
Is it because that I don't have any comment or thinking in my mind?
Is it because that I tend to narrow my life to surrounding and familiar people, things and locations?
Is it because I don't have an interest to instill my enthusiasm?
Or am I too shy to share my feeling in public?
Probably, they all explain part of the truth. Anyway, I am not content with the present me. I can't see any change to me even after I spent 5 months to get experience living abroad.

Life is an attitude.
Improvement of my attitude is needed desperatedly.

Can do better

Recently, got some good news for my friends. Madelin got an offer of a great, tough but really challenging, job in ASUS.Really glad for her and hope she will survive. Nicola,or Yuppies, has received the admission of LSE. She will go to Britain this summer to study social and public communications. Glad that their dreams come true.
Rarely do I yearn for something badly. At this moment, really hope get the admission of ESSCA.Inspired by their resolution and perseverance,I feel more confident. I used to be hesitant. Think too much rather than take actions.
It's time to change.

be keen to go home

For me, growing up in Yi-lan, Taipei is the second hometown, not Chungli. I have been homesick since I was here. Even though this is only the 2nd day I come to my dorm. Hope the typhoon will not render Taiwan Railway to halt dispatching a train which will carries me to Taipei.
Believe the situation will getting better in the future. However at this moment, I really want to go home this weekend.

Topic Number : 73

Becasue computer-based TOEFL test consists of listening,structure,reading and writing, I start to practice writing on a specific topic. Below is the first article in practice. Hope will make good progress after lasting writing practice.

Topic Number : 73
Some people think that governments should spend as much money as possible on developing or buying computer technology. Other people disagree and think that this money should be spend on more basic needs. Which one of these opinions do you agree with? Use specific reasons and details to support your answer.

Technology changes life toward a better way. I belive in that.Computer technology help people get things done more efficiently and let whatever seems impossible to come true.

To begin with,by internet people can communicate mutually even in a great distance.People will save scarce resources for the entire world becasue we can sit surfing through the internet and get what we need by some clicks at home without usage of petroleum for transportation.

As a matter of fact,we rely on computer techonology in every field of life. Public facilities such as flights and metros all depend on the aids of computer technology.

In my opinion,fullfillment of some basic needs is the most foundmental issues government should take measures on. But to make a better life, government should not only spend money developing or buying computer technology but also cultivate computer scientists via building good foundation of computer-based education in schools.

Wanna go abroad

Feel a little bored of currnet life.
Paris,Venice,Barcelona,etc., there are many places I desire to visit.
Live for a while,even better.
But in a situation of economical dependence and no earinings,
need to seek financial support from my family.
Maybe it is time to make up my mind and prepare for exchanging student abroad.
Regardless of financial issue,
should focus on getting admission of a foreign university.
Afterwards,
have the power to make final decision.

By the way,
got only 543 in last month's ITP test.
Should have done better.
Next time,
must exceed the set-up standard.